Monday, October 11, 2010
Max Lucado's book ~ 3:16
pg. 108 - Just think what Satan has taken from you, even in the last few hours. You worried about a decision and envied someone's success, dreaded a conversation and resented an interruption. He's been prowling your environs all day, pickpocketing peace, joy, belly laughs, and honest love. Rotten freebooter.
Thursday, August 05, 2010
Meditation from the Magnificat for August 3, 2010
Taken from the Magnificat:
Unmoved by the Waves
In order to acquire and preserve patience, the Christian should always be prepared for any adversity or affliction, from whatever source it may come. What else can be expected from a world that is so evil, from a flesh that is so fragile, and from the devils who are so envious of our spiritual progress? The prudent man will walk cautiously and well-armed, like one who travels through enemy territory. If he does so, he will bear his burdens and afflictions with a lighter heart because he is prepared for them, and when evils befall him, he will understand that God is asking a a sacrifice of him.
When a man understands that afflictions can come to him from either God or man and he disposes himself to accept them with all humility and patience, resigning himself to the will of God and accepting his trails as if they come from the hands of God, let him know that his sacrifice will be most agreeable to God and the he can merit as much by his promptness of will as by the actual suffering. This, indeed, is one of the principal duties of the Christian, as Saint Peter reminds us when he says that we should not be discouraged in our afflictions because we have been deputed for this.
Venerable Louis of Granada
I don't know what it was about this meditation, but I was so struck by 2 things. 1 - that it is to our benefit to arm ourselves in the world. This just reminded me how we are not of the world, and should not look to our possessions and power and wealth as the final goal. Just as one would prepare to go camping, taking the correct items for the journey, so must we prepare to live in the next world, storing up the items that will aid us in our journey to Heaven. 2 - No one can ever fully answer the question when someone asks 'Why?'. Sometimes the horrific events in life are too evil and if we believe everything comes either from God or with God's knowledge, we doubt whether God is all-knowing, all-powerful, or all-loving. But this reading reminds us that afflictions can come 'from either God or man' and thus we understand that because of free will, there is evil in the world. And God does not create evil, but rather allows us the gift of free will to act as we want. Unfortunately, we cannot always see that we are experiencing the consequences of our sinful actions, being so wrapped up in ourselves.
Unmoved by the Waves
In order to acquire and preserve patience, the Christian should always be prepared for any adversity or affliction, from whatever source it may come. What else can be expected from a world that is so evil, from a flesh that is so fragile, and from the devils who are so envious of our spiritual progress? The prudent man will walk cautiously and well-armed, like one who travels through enemy territory. If he does so, he will bear his burdens and afflictions with a lighter heart because he is prepared for them, and when evils befall him, he will understand that God is asking a a sacrifice of him.
When a man understands that afflictions can come to him from either God or man and he disposes himself to accept them with all humility and patience, resigning himself to the will of God and accepting his trails as if they come from the hands of God, let him know that his sacrifice will be most agreeable to God and the he can merit as much by his promptness of will as by the actual suffering. This, indeed, is one of the principal duties of the Christian, as Saint Peter reminds us when he says that we should not be discouraged in our afflictions because we have been deputed for this.
Venerable Louis of Granada
I don't know what it was about this meditation, but I was so struck by 2 things. 1 - that it is to our benefit to arm ourselves in the world. This just reminded me how we are not of the world, and should not look to our possessions and power and wealth as the final goal. Just as one would prepare to go camping, taking the correct items for the journey, so must we prepare to live in the next world, storing up the items that will aid us in our journey to Heaven. 2 - No one can ever fully answer the question when someone asks 'Why?'. Sometimes the horrific events in life are too evil and if we believe everything comes either from God or with God's knowledge, we doubt whether God is all-knowing, all-powerful, or all-loving. But this reading reminds us that afflictions can come 'from either God or man' and thus we understand that because of free will, there is evil in the world. And God does not create evil, but rather allows us the gift of free will to act as we want. Unfortunately, we cannot always see that we are experiencing the consequences of our sinful actions, being so wrapped up in ourselves.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Bushel Baskets
This is taken from 2010: A Book of Grace-Filled Days
A city set on a mountain cannot be hidden. Nor do they light a lamp and then put it under a bushel basket. ~Matthew 5:14-15
A man in or parish described himself as a practitioner of "bushel basket" Christianity. I think a lot of us can relate. We take our gifts, resources, and possibilities, and crawl under the nearest affordable shelter before someone notices and calls us on it. Honestly, sometimes I don't want to serve on another committee, teach another class, listen to another story of woe, or eat another potluck dinner. But "this little light of mine" wasn't doled out to me to watch TV.
(This hits a little too close to home sometimes!)
A city set on a mountain cannot be hidden. Nor do they light a lamp and then put it under a bushel basket. ~Matthew 5:14-15
A man in or parish described himself as a practitioner of "bushel basket" Christianity. I think a lot of us can relate. We take our gifts, resources, and possibilities, and crawl under the nearest affordable shelter before someone notices and calls us on it. Honestly, sometimes I don't want to serve on another committee, teach another class, listen to another story of woe, or eat another potluck dinner. But "this little light of mine" wasn't doled out to me to watch TV.
(This hits a little too close to home sometimes!)
Friday, June 04, 2010
Reflection on Suffering - Marguerite-Marie Teilhard de Chardin
This prayer comes from my study guide on the book of Job - A Good Man Asks Why.
Prayer of a Chronically Ill Person
Lord, the day has just come to an end. Like all the others, it leaves me with an impression of total failure. I have done nothing for you; no prayers that I am aware of, nor any works of charity, nor the slightest bit of work . . . . I have not even been able to control that childish impatience and those stupid grudges that too often usurp your place in the no-man's-land of my feelings. It is in vain that I promise you to do better: tomorrow will probably be no better . . .
When I look back over the course of my life, I am overwhelmed by the same sense of inadequacy. I have sought you . . . . But as I sought you, wasn't it myself that I was finding and seeking to justify? Those works that I secretly considered good and holy dissolve in the brightness of approaching eternity . . . .
Perhaps we are all like this - unable to perceive anything but our own misery and despairing faint-heartedness in the light of the Beyond that waxes on our horizon.
But it may also be, O Lord, that this sense of being stripped is part of the divine plan. It may be that, in your eyes, our self-satisfaction is the most insolent of our trappings, and that we must present ourselves naked before you so that you, and you alone, may clothes us anew.
*******
About this prayer, Father Benedict Groeschel writes in Stumbling Blocks and Stepping Stones: "Illness, personal misunderstandings, failure to achieve life goals, and alienation from friends all contribute to an abiding sense of sadness. The prayerful person will soon find that this sadness seeks an expression in prayer. Such prayer may not be found in books, nor fit most people's definition of prayer . . . This prayer of Marguerite Teilhard de Chardin, president of the Catholic Union of the Sick, and sister of the well-known Jesuit writer, is not without hope, but it is hope born of pain and suffering. The prayer reminds me that a believer who is not experiencing sadness at a particular time must appreciate the profound expressions of sadness of others who are enduring severe trials. There must be a special place in purgatory for people who tell the suffering, 'Cheer up. It's not so bad.'"
Prayer of a Chronically Ill Person
Lord, the day has just come to an end. Like all the others, it leaves me with an impression of total failure. I have done nothing for you; no prayers that I am aware of, nor any works of charity, nor the slightest bit of work . . . . I have not even been able to control that childish impatience and those stupid grudges that too often usurp your place in the no-man's-land of my feelings. It is in vain that I promise you to do better: tomorrow will probably be no better . . .
When I look back over the course of my life, I am overwhelmed by the same sense of inadequacy. I have sought you . . . . But as I sought you, wasn't it myself that I was finding and seeking to justify? Those works that I secretly considered good and holy dissolve in the brightness of approaching eternity . . . .
Perhaps we are all like this - unable to perceive anything but our own misery and despairing faint-heartedness in the light of the Beyond that waxes on our horizon.
But it may also be, O Lord, that this sense of being stripped is part of the divine plan. It may be that, in your eyes, our self-satisfaction is the most insolent of our trappings, and that we must present ourselves naked before you so that you, and you alone, may clothes us anew.
*******
About this prayer, Father Benedict Groeschel writes in Stumbling Blocks and Stepping Stones: "Illness, personal misunderstandings, failure to achieve life goals, and alienation from friends all contribute to an abiding sense of sadness. The prayerful person will soon find that this sadness seeks an expression in prayer. Such prayer may not be found in books, nor fit most people's definition of prayer . . . This prayer of Marguerite Teilhard de Chardin, president of the Catholic Union of the Sick, and sister of the well-known Jesuit writer, is not without hope, but it is hope born of pain and suffering. The prayer reminds me that a believer who is not experiencing sadness at a particular time must appreciate the profound expressions of sadness of others who are enduring severe trials. There must be a special place in purgatory for people who tell the suffering, 'Cheer up. It's not so bad.'"
Monday, May 17, 2010
Gems I discovered
I was cleaning out my computer files, and came across this document:
Everyone experiences stress—it’s a necessary part of life and growth. In fact, we need a certain amount of stimulation to perform daily tasks and achieve goals. ‘We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, who are called according to his purpose.’ Romans 8:28
When stress is excessive or extended, it becomes “distress.” This kind of stress can cause anxiety, depression, and physical ailments. ‘In my distress I called upon the Lord; to my God I called from his temple he heard my voice, and my cry came to his ears.’ 2 Samuel 22:7
Write down your stresses from the past year. Remember that even happy events-like weddings, births, promotions-can cause stress. You are acknowledging the pressures in your life. ‘In the day of prosperity be joyful and in the day of adversity consider; God has made the one as well as the other, so that mortals may not find out anything that will come after them.’ Eccelsiastes 7:14
Say no when others make unfair demands on you. You will not be a help to anyone if you become overburdened and burnt out. ‘Cast your burden on the Lord, and he will sustain you; he will never permit the righteous to be moved.’ Psalms 55:22
Some stressful events just happen. Others result from the choices we make. See if you can defer any stresses, so they don’t all pile up at once. “For my iniquities have gone over my head; they weigh like a burden too heavy for me. Psalms 38:4
Confront the chronic stress in your life, seek counseling, if necessary, to help you to make a plan to alleviate this stress. “The counsel of the Lord stands forever, the thoughts of his heart to all generations. Psalms 33:11
Don’t add to your stress by putting unrealistic expectations on yourself. You are the only responsible for doing the best you can under the circumstances. “anxiety weighs down the human heart, but a good word cheers it up.’ Proverbs 12:25
When you face a difficult day, prioritize your duties, plunge in, and reward yourself for tasks accomplished. “ May the Lord reward you for your deeds, and may you have a full reward from the Lord, the God of Israel, under whose wings you have come for refuge.” Ruth 2:12
If you start to feel frustrated or panicky, take a deep breath to calm yourself. ‘But I have calmed and quieted my soul, like a weaned child with its mother; my soul is like the weaned child that is with me” Psalms 131:2
Take a ‘time out’; a day off, along weekend, or an extended vacation. Enjoy your favorite sport or hobby. “This is what I have seen to be good; it is fitting to eat and drink and find enjoyment in all the tail with which one toils under the sun the few days of the life God gives us; for this is our lot.” Ecclesiastes 5:18
You can steel yourself against stress by taking good care of yourself physically. Eat a balanced diet and get adequate rest and exercise. “you shall eat the fruit of the labor of your hands; you shall be happy; and it shall go well with you.” Psalms 128:2
Avoid using drugs and alcohol to help your stress. Substances like this deal with the symptoms of stress, not the cause. “wine is a mocker, strong drink a brawler, and whoever is led astray by it is not wise. Proverbs 20:1
If you have trouble relaxing, you might want to learn some relaxation skills. Many books and tapes teach techniques that induce calm. “better is a handful with quiet than two handfuls with toil, and a chasing after wind’ Ecclesiastes 4:6
Summon your strength and reach out to trusted friends. Let them energize you and support you. “But I trusted in your steadfast love; my heart shall rejoice in your salvation.’ Psalms 13:5
God is with you, feeling your stress and helping to strengthen you. Find the peace and rest that comes from giving God your burdens. “I will both lie down and sleep in peace; for you alone, O Lord make me lie down in safety.’ Psalms 4:8
The worse stress can turn to our long-term advantage. Stress alerts us to the fact that something is amiss in our life. It is a symptom or clue that something that matters to us is being threatened.’ James 1:4
Becoming aware of and attuned to stress is a good way to get to know ourselves. We can’t remedy ills that we’re unaware of. ‘for nothing is hidden that will not be disclosed, nor Is anything secret that will not become known and come to light’ Luke 8:17
Stop and realize you have a choice in how to respond. Reflect on the situation. Then choose a strategy for handling the stress. ‘my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of any kind, consider it nothing but joy, because you know that the testing of your faith produces endurance.’ James 1:2-3
Stress is determined not so much by what happens to us, as by how we respond to life’s challenges. ‘whoever digs a pit will fall into it, and a stone will come back on the one who starts it rolling’ Proverbs 26:27
Sink your roots of faith deep. When we reach the bedrock of our own deepest beliefs, we find strength to live according to our own truth rather than external standards. ‘the lord is my strength and my might, and he has become my salvation; this is my God, and I will praise him, my father’s God , and I will exalt him.’ Exodus 15:2
Think of your life as a pie with five slices; God, family, work, self, and community. None of these pieces should be missing; strive for balance. “they are like trees planted by streams of water, which yield their fruit in its season, and their leaves do not wither. In all that they do, they prosper.’ Psalms 1:3
Take time to play. Take a nature walk. Lose yourself in an enjoyable pursuit. Do something silly with a child. Let yourself laugh and have fun. ‘be glad in the lord and rejoice, o righteous and shout for joy, all you upright in heart.’ Psalms 32:11
Search for meaning in your life and work. What matters to you? What do you stand for? Line your life up to support your true purpose and priorities. “from there you will seek the Lord your God, and you will find him if you search after him with all your heart and soul.’ Deuteronomy 4:29
Make room in your life for people you can let your guard down with and have a few laughs, exchange a few stories, and , on occasion, shed a few tears. ‘you will surely wear yourself out, both you and these people with you. For the task is too heavy for you; you cannot do it alone.’ Exodus 18:18
Try keeping a journal as a way to reflect on your life and clarify your hopes, frustrations, fears, and aspirations. ‘answer me when I call, O God of my right. You gave me room when I was in distress. Be gracious to me, and hear my prayer.’ Psalms 4:1
Get down on your knees and acknowledge that there’s a power greater than yourself and a meaning beyond the confines of your own life.’ I will give them a heart to know that I am the Lord; and they shall be my people and I will be their God, for they shall return to me with their whole heart.’ Jeremiah 24:7
Determine if your stress is primarily external or internal. If it’s external, you may need to make a change in your situation. If it’s internal, you may need to shift your attitude. ‘I the Lord test the mind and search the heart, to give to all according to their ways, according to the fruit of their doings.’ Jeremiah 17:10
You can reduce external stress simply by doing few things. It’s okay-indeed necessary at times- to turn down requests for your time or energy. ‘I am not at ease, nor am I quiet, I have no rest; but trouble comes.’ Job 3:26
Ask for help from others before you get to the point of being overwhelmed. Be specific about what you need. Don’t assume that it won’t get done.’ Ask and it will be given you; search, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened for you. Matthew 7:7
Learn to handle stress well and you will live a life that’s happier, holier, and more effective, and more rewarding in every way. ‘happy are those who find wisdom, and those who get understanding.’ Proverbs 3:13
Everyone experiences stress—it’s a necessary part of life and growth. In fact, we need a certain amount of stimulation to perform daily tasks and achieve goals. ‘We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, who are called according to his purpose.’ Romans 8:28
When stress is excessive or extended, it becomes “distress.” This kind of stress can cause anxiety, depression, and physical ailments. ‘In my distress I called upon the Lord; to my God I called from his temple he heard my voice, and my cry came to his ears.’ 2 Samuel 22:7
Write down your stresses from the past year. Remember that even happy events-like weddings, births, promotions-can cause stress. You are acknowledging the pressures in your life. ‘In the day of prosperity be joyful and in the day of adversity consider; God has made the one as well as the other, so that mortals may not find out anything that will come after them.’ Eccelsiastes 7:14
Say no when others make unfair demands on you. You will not be a help to anyone if you become overburdened and burnt out. ‘Cast your burden on the Lord, and he will sustain you; he will never permit the righteous to be moved.’ Psalms 55:22
Some stressful events just happen. Others result from the choices we make. See if you can defer any stresses, so they don’t all pile up at once. “For my iniquities have gone over my head; they weigh like a burden too heavy for me. Psalms 38:4
Confront the chronic stress in your life, seek counseling, if necessary, to help you to make a plan to alleviate this stress. “The counsel of the Lord stands forever, the thoughts of his heart to all generations. Psalms 33:11
Don’t add to your stress by putting unrealistic expectations on yourself. You are the only responsible for doing the best you can under the circumstances. “anxiety weighs down the human heart, but a good word cheers it up.’ Proverbs 12:25
When you face a difficult day, prioritize your duties, plunge in, and reward yourself for tasks accomplished. “ May the Lord reward you for your deeds, and may you have a full reward from the Lord, the God of Israel, under whose wings you have come for refuge.” Ruth 2:12
If you start to feel frustrated or panicky, take a deep breath to calm yourself. ‘But I have calmed and quieted my soul, like a weaned child with its mother; my soul is like the weaned child that is with me” Psalms 131:2
Take a ‘time out’; a day off, along weekend, or an extended vacation. Enjoy your favorite sport or hobby. “This is what I have seen to be good; it is fitting to eat and drink and find enjoyment in all the tail with which one toils under the sun the few days of the life God gives us; for this is our lot.” Ecclesiastes 5:18
You can steel yourself against stress by taking good care of yourself physically. Eat a balanced diet and get adequate rest and exercise. “you shall eat the fruit of the labor of your hands; you shall be happy; and it shall go well with you.” Psalms 128:2
Avoid using drugs and alcohol to help your stress. Substances like this deal with the symptoms of stress, not the cause. “wine is a mocker, strong drink a brawler, and whoever is led astray by it is not wise. Proverbs 20:1
If you have trouble relaxing, you might want to learn some relaxation skills. Many books and tapes teach techniques that induce calm. “better is a handful with quiet than two handfuls with toil, and a chasing after wind’ Ecclesiastes 4:6
Summon your strength and reach out to trusted friends. Let them energize you and support you. “But I trusted in your steadfast love; my heart shall rejoice in your salvation.’ Psalms 13:5
God is with you, feeling your stress and helping to strengthen you. Find the peace and rest that comes from giving God your burdens. “I will both lie down and sleep in peace; for you alone, O Lord make me lie down in safety.’ Psalms 4:8
The worse stress can turn to our long-term advantage. Stress alerts us to the fact that something is amiss in our life. It is a symptom or clue that something that matters to us is being threatened.’ James 1:4
Becoming aware of and attuned to stress is a good way to get to know ourselves. We can’t remedy ills that we’re unaware of. ‘for nothing is hidden that will not be disclosed, nor Is anything secret that will not become known and come to light’ Luke 8:17
Stop and realize you have a choice in how to respond. Reflect on the situation. Then choose a strategy for handling the stress. ‘my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of any kind, consider it nothing but joy, because you know that the testing of your faith produces endurance.’ James 1:2-3
Stress is determined not so much by what happens to us, as by how we respond to life’s challenges. ‘whoever digs a pit will fall into it, and a stone will come back on the one who starts it rolling’ Proverbs 26:27
Sink your roots of faith deep. When we reach the bedrock of our own deepest beliefs, we find strength to live according to our own truth rather than external standards. ‘the lord is my strength and my might, and he has become my salvation; this is my God, and I will praise him, my father’s God , and I will exalt him.’ Exodus 15:2
Think of your life as a pie with five slices; God, family, work, self, and community. None of these pieces should be missing; strive for balance. “they are like trees planted by streams of water, which yield their fruit in its season, and their leaves do not wither. In all that they do, they prosper.’ Psalms 1:3
Take time to play. Take a nature walk. Lose yourself in an enjoyable pursuit. Do something silly with a child. Let yourself laugh and have fun. ‘be glad in the lord and rejoice, o righteous and shout for joy, all you upright in heart.’ Psalms 32:11
Search for meaning in your life and work. What matters to you? What do you stand for? Line your life up to support your true purpose and priorities. “from there you will seek the Lord your God, and you will find him if you search after him with all your heart and soul.’ Deuteronomy 4:29
Make room in your life for people you can let your guard down with and have a few laughs, exchange a few stories, and , on occasion, shed a few tears. ‘you will surely wear yourself out, both you and these people with you. For the task is too heavy for you; you cannot do it alone.’ Exodus 18:18
Try keeping a journal as a way to reflect on your life and clarify your hopes, frustrations, fears, and aspirations. ‘answer me when I call, O God of my right. You gave me room when I was in distress. Be gracious to me, and hear my prayer.’ Psalms 4:1
Get down on your knees and acknowledge that there’s a power greater than yourself and a meaning beyond the confines of your own life.’ I will give them a heart to know that I am the Lord; and they shall be my people and I will be their God, for they shall return to me with their whole heart.’ Jeremiah 24:7
Determine if your stress is primarily external or internal. If it’s external, you may need to make a change in your situation. If it’s internal, you may need to shift your attitude. ‘I the Lord test the mind and search the heart, to give to all according to their ways, according to the fruit of their doings.’ Jeremiah 17:10
You can reduce external stress simply by doing few things. It’s okay-indeed necessary at times- to turn down requests for your time or energy. ‘I am not at ease, nor am I quiet, I have no rest; but trouble comes.’ Job 3:26
Ask for help from others before you get to the point of being overwhelmed. Be specific about what you need. Don’t assume that it won’t get done.’ Ask and it will be given you; search, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened for you. Matthew 7:7
Learn to handle stress well and you will live a life that’s happier, holier, and more effective, and more rewarding in every way. ‘happy are those who find wisdom, and those who get understanding.’ Proverbs 3:13
Friday, May 14, 2010
Daily thoughts
I wanted to share some of the quotes from my daily calendar:
Jesus wasn't too concerned about possessions. He was born in a borrowed stable and was buried in a borrowed tomb.
Sincere prayer requires a willingness to put some action behind what you are asking from God. Saying "Amen" doesn't end your prayer. It's the signal for your action to begin.
When we worship at church, God is the audience - we are the participants.
Jesus wasn't too concerned about possessions. He was born in a borrowed stable and was buried in a borrowed tomb.
Sincere prayer requires a willingness to put some action behind what you are asking from God. Saying "Amen" doesn't end your prayer. It's the signal for your action to begin.
When we worship at church, God is the audience - we are the participants.
Monday, March 15, 2010
The Serenity Prayer
The Serenity Prayer
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.
--Reinhold Niebuhr
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.
--Reinhold Niebuhr
Sunday, March 07, 2010
Great Quote!
I was regretting the past and fearing the future. Suddenly my Lord was speaking: "My name is I AM."
He paused.
I waited.
He continued.
"When you live in the past with its mistakes and regrets, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not I WAS.
When you live in the future with its problems and fears, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not I WILL.
When you live in this moment it is not hard. I am here. My name is I AM."
-Helen Mallicoat
He paused.
I waited.
He continued.
"When you live in the past with its mistakes and regrets, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not I WAS.
When you live in the future with its problems and fears, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not I WILL.
When you live in this moment it is not hard. I am here. My name is I AM."
-Helen Mallicoat
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Ash Wednesday 2010
Today was a great day. I didn't eat between meals, I abstained from meat, I read my prayer books when I got up, I spent a lot less time on the computer, I prayed the rosary, I did chores around the house, and I went to church twice. I know - you're thinking, 'How is that a good day?' It just was. I'm guessing (prepare for sarcasm) that my God-focus helped.
Duh!
What, you might ask, is God-focus? Well, it occurred to me, that usually people say, "I spent time with God," or "I visited church and said a prayer." Both are good practices, but you get an entirely different meaning if you change the grammatical layout. Now - "My time is/was God's," or "I stopped what I was doing to visit with God" puts the emphasis and priority where it really belongs. God is with us 24/7 - there's no avoiding God! Therefore, 'spending time with God' sounds like a practice of us fitting God into our schedules, instead of acknowledging that we are created by God and for God's purpose. God is always present, whether we choose to notice or not. Thus, all we have (including our precious time), is a gift from God, not something we can earn or even deserve. 'Making a visit' goes from an attempt to keep God in a neat box (called a church) that we can conveniently visit when we have time, to us using each task, job, frustration, joy, suffering, and happiness as an opportunity to remind ourselves of our Creator who loves us more than we could ever know.
The other thing I realized about today: all of those good and productive things that I accomplished today are things that on most other days I fail at, especially if I'm faced with any obstacle or diversion (even of my own creation!). So why was I successful today? This time I wasn't doing it for my own desires, nor was I doing it alone. I had a greater purpose and goal, which I was able to achieve through God's grace. It may not sound like an amazing discovery, but for today, it was another piece of God's puzzle in my life that I pieced together and went 'A-ha!' I have no doubt that I will forget what I've learned, and yet again try the hard way. Luckily, I know God is a forgiving and loving God who wants me to succeed, even if I prove to be a very slow learner.
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